Day 8 & 9

Taylor Swift- White Horse

So...I missed yesterday. I fell asleep talking to you...but today..you hurt me. You went to someone's home to watch a movie with Caroline there. It wouldn't have been that big of a deal...but you didn't tell me, and you weren't going to. It's already hard being this far away from you, but when you do things like that it breaks me. I guess you don't really know how I feel..and maybe that's my fault. Most days I don't feel like I should have you. You're on a completely different level than me..and then you treat me like that. You said things like "You're too good for me" and "I can't keep hurting you"...my heart actually stopped. I felt sick. I thought you were preparing me for your exit. I find myself asking the question.."would I rather be single, and know my heart is safe? Or be with you and trust you with my fragile heart..." I'm still trying to figure out the answer. 21 more days...